Allyson Roush
Bullying Survivor
Female | Dyer, TN   United States
Imperfect.
Bullying Type: Emotional
Posted By: StayStrongLoveUser Verified
3/01/13 4:20 PM
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Hi :D I'm Ally and this is my story. I was bullied when I was in first grade. And trust me, back then, I was so emotionally strong it wasn't even funny. I am in the sixth grade now. When I was in first grade, someone asked me if I was pregnant. That was my breaking point. I had no one to turn to and it seemed like no one would even care. Time skip forward to the 3rd grade. For some reason, this one girl absolutely HATED me! I didn't know why. Maybe she was jealous? I still have no clue. She spread a rumor about me, saying that I was the fattest girl in the 3rd grade. I was so hurt by this. Sticks and stones can break my bones but words will never hurt me? That is the biggest lie I have ever heard in my entire life. Yes they can. It was this summer when I done something I will regret forever. I cut myself for the first time. I was broken, and I feel like I still am. Until I met someone. Her name is Jesi. She has helped me through the most things in life ever! We both hate bullying and we wish it never existed. She is 24 and I am 12. I thank God everyday that I have the people in my life that I have today. I may not be perfect, but I am worth it now that I try to believe in myself. You are worth it. It some cases, we as a whole are all we have for someone to come to. When you need help, I'm here. I know what it is like to feel broken and it doesn't feel good. As Demi Lovato says, Stay Strong<3



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Posted By: BullyHitManUser Verified | 3/04/13 10:46 AM
So cool Ally... Glad you realize that you are worth it and you are beautiful. Please do stay strong! ;)

@BullyHitMan
Posted By: RayJ4 | 3/04/13 3:01 PM
Good Job Allyson, I think you should talk to Jesi about cutting yourself and if you feel you need more help you should ask your parents if they can make you an appointment with a therapist. Keep smiling
Posted By: pinkiejayUser Verified | 3/04/13 6:11 PM
stay strong, brave one. it always gets better! Its reassuring that you have Jesi to talk to. It always makes things easier, especially if you just need to rant or cry. Keep smiling cause you sound like a doll to be around. Always come back and talk to us if you ever need to talk or for advice!
Posted By: pray4them | 3/05/13 3:14 PM
Why do you think in 1st grade you were so emotionally strong? Is it possible to have that strength again?
Posted By: MizCeeDubUser Verified | 3/06/13 11:27 PM
Jesi sounds like a wonderful person for you to have. Do not cut yourself, beautiful. Those scares never go away, and are a constant reminder of "those" days. Plus, it doesn't fix the problem, nor erase the pain. Im speaking from experience. We never know why people dislike us for whatever reason. It's up to us though, to be strong and keep moving forward. When girls spread rumors such as the girl did in the 3rd grade, is usually because she is jealous. Maybe she found out a boy she liked, actually liked you. Or you wore something she can't have. Whatever her reason, it shouldn't concern you. You are beautiful, from what I see in your picture. You sound intelligent, you have found some new strength, and a great friend. Continue with your success and keep sharing your stories to inspire others, for you are truly an inspiration! Good luck and keep in touch!
Posted By: BoSoxFan | 3/08/13 2:45 PM
You rock Ally glad you found someone you can trust and share things with that is important at your age.
Story Details


Name: Allyson Roush
Age: N/A
Country: United States
Location: Dyer, TN
Gender: Female
Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
Maiden Name: N/A
Relationship Status: Single
Profession: Student
Education level: N/A
University: N/A
Ethnicity: White or Caucasian
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Green
Height: 5 ft 3 in
Weight: 150
Tattoos: No

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