Jason
"Dear Bully" letter
Male | Seattle, WA   United States
You can no longer have that power over me
Bullying Type: Physical / Emotional
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2/04/13 4:38 PM
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When I first met you, I thought we would be inseparable. Even the years we stayed friends throughout our lives, I thought I could depend on you. I trusted you, which is something you knew I could never freely give because of my past.
But you took that and turned me into a coward, a shell of who I once was, and turned my fear into reality. You belittled me, degraded me, shamed me, made me believe I would never be wanted by anyone and that all I would ever have was you. You made me believe I had to settle for what you offered, which at best, was nothing more than a half warm body in a house full of crap! You disrespected my kids, made them hate me because I wasn't strong enough to stand up to you! I began to feel like I would be nothing without you! That I was ugly, fat, not worthy of a real relationship and love! You broke me.. you knew some of my deepest secrets, thoughts, I shared with you a life I kept hidden and you used everything against me for your own personal pleasure. You raped me, mentally, physically, and emotionally. When I finally had the nerve to leave you, I instantly found solace in knowing you couldn't hurt me with your words, your bullying ways, your lack of humanity, and your overall manipulative ways... I got away... And i found out, Im not crazy, deranged, I don't need to be in a psych ward, my children love me, my family loves me, I love rock music, I love to do family things, I can live without you, and the greatest thing I learned, is that someone will want me... and my kids... I am free to be who I am, even if one day is different from the rest. I also learned that crying on a daily basis, or shoving a finger down my throat after dinner to keep my weight off is NOT NORMAL. I learned that YOU need help... That YOU are the problem, not me. SO, I don't hate you.. I forgave you. But you will never know the fear I lived with, the constant looking over my shoulder, that anxiety I dealt with when I knew you were somewhere, waiting to catch me alone. But that was YOUR downfall. I had people who cared for me, friends and family, and you never found me alone... Now, I am happily married and living my life as I WANT... Not how you think I should. Good riddance to you, ghost of my past . Karma is the greatest revenge, and believe me old friend, you have it coming....



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Posted By: DoraLynnUser Verified | 2/24/13 8:25 PM
dont you wish he could somehow see this?
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