Former Westlife star Mark Feehily has revealed how he is still haunted by the bullying he suffered at school over his weight.
But the 31-year-old has said that his later global success with Westlife is proof that a bad childhood experience can be overcome.
Interviewed by clinical psychologist and Irish Independent columnist David Coleman for new, three-part RTE series ‘Bullyproof’, Feehily recounts the long-term damage done by his tormenters.
“Some of the more intense moments are still with me, very much, in terms of the physical attacks and stuff like that. There were times at school when I got attacked from behind or whatever, and there’s times when I’d be walking on the street to this day and I’ll have flashbacks and have little moments of panic attacks” said Feehily.
The ex-boyband star believes that his lack of self-confidence as a teenager didn’t help: “If loads of people pick out things about you, whether it’s being chubby or whatever, your own image of yourself becomes ‘oh I’m just the fat guy in the class’, and nobody wants to be the fat guy in the class, let’s face it. It just kind of eats away at you” said Feehily, who has been working on his own musical projects as a songwriter and producer.
But pop stars can find themselves bullied too, as the singer, who revealed he was gay in 2007, went on to suffer years of abuse on Twitter.
He said, “I’m not talking about people saying your music is crap. I’m talking about proper abuse. I can’t go into what they said, but some of the things that have been said to me on Twitter . . . if someone walked up to me on the street and said them to me, they would be in jail.”
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