My parents said that i had natural beauty as a young kid. It was hard to believe them because they were my parents, and they had to say that for that reason. People at school were relentless in the fact that they wanted me to feel alienated from everything. They called me names, telling me that i needed to put a bag over my head, or better yet k*ll myself because i wasn't good enough. Those thoughts crossed my mind several times. Because i was bullied for my physical appearance, being bigger because i'm stout anyway, i thought, it's not their fault, they're right. i developed an eating disorder, and i was self harming.
At some point, it got to where i was being shoved against lockers, tossed like a rag doll on the ground and stomped on. i came home with broken ribs, black eyes and busted lips because i was being assaulted. i went into depression, and i felt like i was so alone. Even when i was with my parents and really close family members or friends, i wanted to run away and just be alone for real. i honestly wanted to die at that point, because they had taken such an interest in making my life a living hell.
After being so tired of it, i went and talked to my parents, and then they went and talked to the Principal. She let me over the intercom, talk about why bullying was so wrong, and how it effects people. i was put into a treatment center to make sure that i was healthy because of my eating disorder, and i have been surviving for a year now. i'm still bullied, but for the most part, i've gotten over it. music helped me, and the celebrities like Adam Lambert and Demi Lovato, helped me so much in realizing that i wasn't alone.
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Posted By: StyleZ |
6/18/12 2:09 PM
Good to know your parents are involved in your life and are helping you through this.I hate to hear that kids are being physically hurt especially girls that just tears me up inside to know you are living that life. You did have the pleasure of meeting one of the toughest men on the planet thouh Mr.Chuck Norris! I hope you asked him to show you a couple of self defense moves :-)
Posted By: Smarty |
6/19/12 11:47 AM
I really hope the kids that hurt you got into trouble so they have it on their school record and cannot do it anymore to anyone else. Stay strong girlie you got this!
Posted By: GramsHappy |
9/21/12 2:37 PM
Your parents are right you ARE beautiful and you should be thankful you have such wonderful parents that love you for who you are. Once you graduate from high school the number of friends will not matter just the quality of the one that you have.